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| i'm just mad bummed right now, and i havent posted on here in ages. fuck xanga, but i feel like posting today. don't ask why, cause i really don't know. justin is moving to STL, and it makes me sad. no more movie nights, no more anything. i like him a lot, i enjoy hanging out with him. he can't catch a break, and i've realized that... he just wants out of here, to make something better for himself. and i want that for him too, he deserves it. it'd be nice if a movie night would go down right now, but i look a hot mess, so eh. i don't know exactly how to tell him any of this, i probably won't even bring it up. i'll just have to deal with not knowing what could have been, or something. which sucks, but that's usually how stuff turns out with me. i don't have courage, i'm a nervous wreck. it's been on my mind a lot about him moving, and i dont know why. dude, i'm fucking bummed, and i won't say shit about it. i mean, i have... but he's not going to know how i feel. i guess that's just how the cookie crumbles... | | |
| happy birthday to me, and happy valentines day to everyone else. I'M FUCKING 17. | | |
| I AINT NEVER FUCKING ON THE COMPUTER ANYMORE. this means, call me sometime, douchebags. we can chill and shit, duh. 573-233-5423, i always answer. it's been a hella long time since i last posted. dude, xanga is just too queer for me to keep up with, i reckon. okay, let me update some bitches about how i've been. i've been GREAT, leave it at that. my weekends consist of chillin with my homies, straight up g's. noone has shit on these people that i know, they're wonderful. turkey day is getting closer.. i hope everyone eats a lot and gets hella fucking fat. at the moment i'm listening to pretty ricky, lololol... at 4 in the morning. insomnia is a bitch, seriously. my car's been fucking up a lot here lately, i need a job, i need back in school.. blah blah. all the want's and need's, eh? i want a new coat, and stuff. i'm kinda sleepy, maybe i can go fall asleep. leave me comments, assholes. | | |
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Crisis
By Alexisonfire
This Could Be Anywhere In The World
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I stare in amazement... I can't believe this is where I live... | | |
| So, I figured it was time for a new post. Not much has been going on, I stay home during the week since I don't have insurance on my car, and every weekend you can find me with my best friend Megan Couch. I still havent gotten a job, but I need to. I miss everybody from school, so freakin much. I'm hoping to start back in January, if I'm up for it. Who knows. Eh, I go back to court October 17th, hopefully to get off probation. I've been on it since May, it's time to get off. I'll be 17 in 5 months, 3 weeks and 3 days. ahaha. Anyways, comments would be nice, I'd like to hear from some people. | | |
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